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[personal profile] thricepaid 2023-06-17 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ in a way, that's exactly what Blade had been hoping for. though without an audience to see Danheng for what he truly was that didn't mean that Blade didn't relish the sight. ]

There you are.

[ the words are edged in a growl of satisfaction, and for all that he had been anticipating the transformation, even pushed Danheng to that point - it does little to quell the fire burning under his skin. like an all-consuming, roaring flame it lights up his blood, igniting it like a match to kindling.

what is this feeling...? it's a feeling deeper and more intense than hatred, the urge to touch, to take - and he does, bridging the distance between them and grasping Danheng's chin with one hand. his sword finds its way into his hand, like a hound returning dutifully to its master, and he leans in, close enough that they pant the same hot, humid air, close enough that Danheng can see the glazed look of violence in his eyes.

and then Blade abruptly crushes their mouths together in a kiss that's all teeth, too rough, too aggressive by far. it's like he intends to swallow Danheng up, his words, his protests - all the sins he'd committed. ]
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[personal profile] thricepaid 2023-07-09 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ in some ways he knows that this is wrong. it's laughable, how easy his hatred spins into arousal, as though it hadn't meant anything from the beginning; like all this time he'd spent chasing Danheng down he'd been driven by the instincts of a hound with a an urge to rut, and now that he was sating it he was as tame as a pup.

his namesake dips, the weight less appealing in the face of what was offered, and it doesn't take any more coaxing before the once-cherished weapon falls to the ground with a muted thud. that hand now freed he wasted no time in digging them into Danheng's shoulders, pushing him, bodily, up against the nearest hard surface - the rough bark of a tree, made bearable by the layers of clothing at Danheng's back - and returning the kiss in kind.

while he may not have the sharp teeth that would make reciprocation easy, he doesn't shy away from it, either; he knows pain, knows the ache of it, the sting of sheathing a thousand swords within the flesh of his body. he knows the point that blinding agony becomes a sweet, numbing indifference, and right now they weren't even close. he welcomes the prick of pain, the familiar taste of copper on his tongue. his blood sings with the promise and the fulfillment of violence, even as his thigh thrust roughly up between them, kicking Danheng's legs apart and giving him something to rut against as Blade's fingers skim down, pulling at cloth and ribbons and ties so he can divest Danheng of that damnable outfit. ]
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[personal profile] thricepaid 2023-06-17 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ close, indeed. where Danheng's footsteps have taken him is hopefully a place out of his memories; a secluded space underneath a great tree, with a perfect, pristine view of the moon overhead.

how often had they drunk together under the moonlight? how many times had these memories been seared into Blade's soul, tucked away like a warm, treasured possession? ]


It is not your place to decide that without soliciting the opinions of those you have wronged. It is their choice to forgive you, their choice to decide whether you need right wrongs, not yours.
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[personal profile] thricepaid 2023-07-09 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ against the bark, practically blended into it, sits the recipient of Dan Heng's message.

unsurprisingly, the message goes unanswered. Blade pushes himself off of the tree, one hand settled on his namesake, the other resting bandaged fingers against he smooth bark. his gaze fixates, unblinkingly, on Danheng, bright as though lit from within.

he waits, his face unreadable even in the face of his supposed old friend. there's a heaviness hanging in the air, a weight borne out of countless things left unsaid, and many more left undone.

what had he intended to lure Danheng out for? it almost feels as though he's anticipating something. some signal from the other, an admission, a reaction. something. ]
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[personal profile] thricepaid 2023-07-09 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ the answer should be clear by the fact that there is none, at least not from Blade himself.

perhaps in some distant memory Danheng might recall it; recall how they had bonded over drinks, the moon reflected in their cups. if not the memory, then the feeling, the nostalgia and the contentment that came with the company of a friend.

though perhaps Blade was the only one who remembered.

the sword sheathed at his hip makes a soft shiiiing as it's drawn. his fingers curl loosely around the grip, but there's no ease in his stance which is stiff, perfectly ready for engagement.

and yet Blade does not move to do so just yet. he just turns, his gaze turned to the sky, drinking in the light as he had drunk from his cups so very long ago. ]


Once, it was. Perhaps now, not anymore.